I struggle with trust - not sure who or what I can trust anymore. And, now as the bat mitzvah is just days away I find myself wrestling with trust even more. My whole world feels unstable and I am feeling scared...scared that something bad is going to happen to us. Not paranoid, but so unsure. On top of this, I am easily startled and very sensitive to noise.
Continuing to work on my speech to Sara, I find that I want to say something like Daddy is watching over us, but I'm not even sure I believe that and I can't trust those words.
Bonus time tonight with the Light Rake and Sokol families!!
Taking a run tomorrow at 7a in the neighborhood. It will be a good change for me.
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