anxious

feeling anxious today - so much on my mind. i need to remind myself that i didn't ask for this new life. it was given to me, and i'm doing and working hard to make this life right for me and the girls. i'm only 44 and my husband, who i trusted and thought would be my life partner, is gone forever.  i have to protect the girls and myself first and foremost, because at the end of the day it is just the three of us.
thankfully by this evening, the anxiety tapered off.
spent dinner and the night with emmyP - loved hearing about her eurotrip (and we are only half way through).
she is doing the double workout in the morning (burn & yogahop) with me and beth!
saw grandma bea today, and she shared the best letter of the summer from saraCooper: