storage

i completed one of my summer projects - to clean out the two storage units in our backyard. check! done!  i thought i would just find old baby gear...but among the pile of old crap (that is now in a big pile for trash pick up this week), i found a bin full of photos and more love letters from glenn to me. 
both morgan and sara had plans this afternoon, so i sat down with the box and read those letters, looked into the eyes of the glenn i was falling in love with in 1989 and wept. 
even in our early days, he knew he loved me. and, i him. 
his words, and ideas took my breath away. 
glenn underestimated himself as a writer, for as long as i knew him he was self-critical about anything he wrote. and as much as i told him that i thought he was a profound and honest writer, he couldn't take it in. 
i'm still in love with him. will that ever go away? i hope my heart holds a special place for him forever.
working out at circuit works on sunday with Juan, and Stacy!