nap

i guess today i finally relaxed a little bit. even connie said i looked a little content. 
this afternoon, i went down for a short rest, which turned into a nap.
firstly, let me say that i don't and have never liked to nap. i do not like the feeling of waking up from a nap...i'm usually a little disoriented.
i think i slept for almost an hour, and when i woke up - i was confused where i was and what day it was.
in my mind i went through the logic - i am in morgan's bed, today is wednesday, girls are at camp (good reports so far from renee and deb, and pics are already up online), and oh my god, glenn is really gone. the heavy feeling in my heart and sick feeling in my gut brought me back to that day in january. 
it's been 6 months.

grateful that i got to see grot and olga twice. tonight we (grot, olga, jen, sinaiko, kristal, connie, ed) all went out for korean dinner and connie did an amazing job of ordering and making sure our tummies were happy. 

going for a neighborhood run/santa monica stairs on july 4th.