guarded

the change doesn't seem to stop.
i've been pretty open to accepting that change is now a part of our lives, of this particular year and of years to come.
but today...no...i'm not feeling open to it at all.
the trust i have been recently feeling is not there...today.
i'm not sure what exactly is propelling this. a number of incidences, words, actions around me.
i don't like it at all.
i don't have to take it either.
but i'm going to continue to move my feet forward. just a little more guarded than recent.

circuit works at 7a and spinning at 9:30a.