outside v inside

while i have been struggling with some vulnerability these past few days, i am working hard to get myself through it.
today i went back to back exercising - used both classes to help me feel strong (physically) even though i wasn't feeling it on the inside. 
so while that didn't totally reconcile my feelings, i am now trying to accept and honor the fucking process (read #intolerant #impatient #OverIt #annoyed #SIGH).
today my fingertips reached out to my favorite past time - searching music & music videos on youtube (seeking messages).

here is what i found:

and this one...

and one more...

making one more "scary" call of the day, off to group therapy and back home with sara and her friend.
yogahop tomorrow morning!